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#6

10/12/2020

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The truth was never an issue with me, but when it came...

My life has been nothing but short of confessions, but
you look me in the eyes and you see The Truth I refuse
to admit. Is it wrong to live a lie when so much life has 
emerged from it? It’s hard to say I love you when I don’t
even love myself. I put up illusions to hide my true confessions.

You said a kiss won’t make all of these insecurities go away.
You tell me to just stay so you can help me love me. You
said you’ll wait until I’m in love with me so that I can finally
love you, and let you love me the way you need to.

To hide the Truth I refuse to Admit. Rather live a lie, than tell
the truth that could cause a part of me to die.

I used to think the truth was only just smoke and mirrors, and
that the lies are where our real selves lie. My truth is that love
is always on my mind and that you were always at the center.
But I would never let my truth venture too far out into the light.

You said a kiss won’t make all of these insecurities go away, but
I wanna get lost in you. Because sometimes it’s easier to be lost
than to be found. I don’t wanna make a sound, I want to forget that
I’m even here, but you refuse to let me submit. You want me to 
admit...

You ask for the truth to the one thing I’ve been lying about. Because you 
refuse to let me forget and move on. 
 
The Truth I won’t admit has gotten me through everything, but
something in this moment stops here. It makes me fall short
And yet I still want to lie. I’ve never been afraid to die, but I’ve been
afraid to leave this world because of a broken heart.

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#5 Grow & Let Go

10/12/2020

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Responsibility is the key to living
with things, things we can not change.
Some choices can not be replaced, time
can not be rearranged. 

Some mistakes can be forgiven, but 
they will have the will to linger, have 
the will to never be forgotten. They
will have the ability to run through us
but will never have the power to truly
haunt us.

Mistakes become past, and we can allow 
the same choices to become present.
The past may haunt you, but it will 
never stop you from being free. We always
breathe in and breathe out.

Guilt is a symptom of lingering phantoms.
Whispers that catch us when we’re about
to cry. While our hearts skip remembering a
beautiful memory, forcing us to cautiously
embrace a past.

Live with everything and just live.
Breathe in and out and just breathe
Let it all in and grow to let it all go.

The past may haunt you, but it will 
never stop you from being free. We always
Breathe a new future.

Past mistakes may have the ability to 
run through us, but they never have the 
power to say within us, to haunt us.

Hopefully, we grow and won’t even notice
we let it all go and the haunting becomes
no longer a choice, but a forgotten story. 

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#4: Breathe

10/3/2020

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You feel unheard, you feel like someone has
to believe in you for you to breathe. That’s 
toxic thinking, no one can believe in you like
you believe in yourself, no can love you, like
you can love yourself. 

Hold your own head up, help yourself, push
yourself while everyone watches out for everyone.
God never gives up too much we can't handle.
And on those days when we feel the weight, it’s
never too much for us. 

Breathe for yourself, because you’ll pass out
and die waiting for anyone else to love you
like you should be loving yourself. At one point
we stand alone, but that doesn’t mean we lose.
We just gotta breathe and for a moment love
ourselves like no one else is out there. 

Take a moment and breathe for yourself.
Love and believe in yourself like no one else
is out there.

You feel unloved like everyone has someone
but you’re just alone. Alone never means lonely.
Alone means waiting for the not so perfect ending
and embracing a new beginning. Love is more than
just I love yous quick kisses, it’s about loving yourself 
and believing that you’re just enough for whoever finds 
You.  

Hold your own head up, help yourself, push
yourself while everyone loves someone who
might even be there tomorrow. Until then love 
Yourself like no one else is out there, like no 
one else can compare.

Breathe for yourself, because you’ll pass out
and die waiting for anyone else to love you
like you should be loving yourself. At one point
we stand alone, but that doesn’t mean we lose.
Doesn’t mean we lose at love, it just means
we gotta breathe and for a moment love
ourselves like no one else is out there. 

Take a moment and breathe for yourself.
Love and believe in yourself like no one else
is out there.

Breathe for yourself, because you’ll pass out
and die waiting for anyone else to love you
like you should be loving yourself.

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