In The Crowd

Merry Christmas
From Peace

​Never thought about a forever with anyone but me.
Never thought about a never with anyone but me.
Love has never really been on my mind, I just don't find
the time. I've been spending that time looking at me.
Trying to see what do I have to offer me.


I can't picture a forever if it does not have all of me.
I can't partake in a game of never have I ever unless
I know me better because I'm still someone in the crowd,
and I am not loud enough yet to let love set in.


When someone ask me why am I not in love?
I will say that I am looking for that one in the crowd.
The one that is proud, singing in the mirror like they are on the stage
in the big city, never needs to let anyone tell them they are worthy and
know will make history without a doubt.
Know the definition of me and know how to be free.


I'm just looking for that one in the crowd. The one who always
know they are and never let themselves go too far. The one
who is never afraid to be loud. Causing a commotion
in the crowd, always in motion just because they
want to. The one who will never be afraid to take everything
on at once.


I can't picture a forever if it does not have all of me.
I can't partake in a game of never have I ever unless
I know me better because I'm still someone in the crowd,
and I am not loud enough yet to let love set in. Sink
into that feeling.


When someone ask me why am I not in love?
I will say that I am looking for that one in the crowd.
The one that is proud, singing in the mirror like they are on the stage
in the big city, never needs to let anyone tell them they are worthy and
know will make history without a doubt.
Know the definition of me and know how to be free.


In a crowd full of zeros, and I am looking for my one.
Before the sun comes up, I just need to know that I've won.
A need to know me, a need to be all I want to be without
worrying about someone trying to know me or define me when I don't
even know myself. Ask me why I'm not in love? And I will say
I'm just lost in the crowd.


In The Crowd.