A Summer's Love Story

One night, I was feeling good about
myself, and I started to explore a deep
thought. Then your smile popped up
in my head as I laid down in my bed. I
remembered all the jokes, the plans, the
memory of your smile took me back to
that summer. Took me back to a time where
I had someone to call mine. It was the ending
of my all possibilities evolving into realities,
but it was also the beginning of my first and
real heartbreak love story.

The summer where you asked to be my
first. The summer where you asked me to be your
everything, the summer where you
asked would I stay no matter what, and I was
ready to give everything and run away, but
you never gave me a chance. Never gave
me a chance to smile back….

It was the summer that made me actually smile, but it
was close to the beginning of fall where we fell out
of each other's memories. It was the summer’s love
story I never thought I would have, but I also got
that bitter ending I always wrote about but finally
a front row experience.

Nevertheless, it was a mess, but it still made me
smile and for the first time say I love you, for the first
time say to someone I never want to lose you.

I almost wrote you the other day, but I remember
the first time you left a ghost in a place of a
I love you. I looked at my phone, and I still had
the picture of you one that used to make me
smile, but for a moment all I saw was an empty ghost.
I don’t regret what we had, but I’m glad we both
left it where it was, and we both know it was for the
best, but it still takes me back to that summer.

It was the summer where you asked to be my first,
but it was also the summer when you gave me my
first real heartbreak and it was the fall when we picked
back up the love story and it was the fall where we
just left it there. To be honest, I couldn’t be mad at
you because I know what we had was real on some
level. Us not saying anything, It was the perfect ending
to our summer love story.

I wish you the best, I wish you everything. It
was the summer’s love story, I thought I would
never have. It was the summer that made me
actually smile, It was the summer where I made
some real memories It was the summer’s love
story I never thought I would have. It was the
summer where I got my first growing up heartbreak.
For the first time, I wrote real love stories just from one
beautiful and long-lasting memory.

For the first time, I was writing a real first person
heartbreak story.

It was a summer’s love story.

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