 Every picture I’ve taken, every move
I’ve made and every moment I made. I look back on each one, ask myself a very simple question, was it ever really me? Could I just throw it all away? Could I just walk away so easily? I used to take It all in stride until I made myself believe This Journey was for me. I’ve never been more broken, until I just walked away. I’ve never been more insecure until I fought myself to stay. Forced myself to stay in a place where I was never happy to be alive, to be me, but just happy to be in one place. Every smile I’ve given, every heart I’ve broken. I look on it all, and I just think to myself that was me, but as I look back I see a part of me was just looking to belong. I won’t forget all the progress I made, I would never trade it away, but something is telling me I just gotta walk away. I swallowed my pride and addressed my fear which told me to just run and hide and not even try. I’ve never been more complete, until I just Walked away. I’ve never been more sure in my eyes, never have I tried so hard to find something, a path that’s just mine, one forged by me. One where I’ve happy to be alive and not just strive just to be in one place. I’ve never been more broken, I’ve never been more complete until I just swolled my pride and my fears, until I just walked away. I don’t see myself looking back, I see myself in a place where I’m proud to be alive and not just fighting myself just to stay in one place. Just walked away...
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 The plans we made were just small talk,
we had no business trying to be more than just season strangers. We had no reason taking this as far as we did. Had no right trying to make a tree grow in this dead forest. We both had limitations, we both had levels. We knew we would not go pass, but we just decided to give it a try. Let’s not hide our real feelings, this is not some meaning that has to be analyzed until it dies because it was never alive. There is no need to say goodbye, because if we’re being honest we never said hello to begin with. Let’s just go opposite ways and pretend we never said what we said. No need to say goodbye, because we never said hello to begin with. No need to try and open a door that was never there. Write in a book that was nothing but a throw away pad. We wrote some real moments, but we knew these were things we wanted to share with people who have a room in our not so cold hearts. We both had limitations, we both had levels. We knew we would not go past, but we just decided to give it a try. Wrote in a book that was just a piece of paper that just got lost when our fire burned everything away and then just blew it away with the ash when everything died down, when we realized that this love was just an illusion. There is no need to say goodbye, because if we’re being honest we never said hello to begin with. Let’s just go opposite ways and pretend we never said what we said. No need to say goodbye, because we never said hello to begin with. |
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