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AKA Peace & Love Feels Like 
Era 2013-2020

Includes Lyrics & Poems from
possibilities & Heartbreak LoveStories Vol.1
The Strength To Love You:
possibilities Vol.2
Ghost & Breathe: Heartbreak Lovestories Vol.3
I Guess THis Is What Love Feels LIke
THe Dreamscape Confessions 


Walked Away

8/20/2018

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Every picture I’ve taken, every move
I’ve made and every moment I made.

I look back on each one, ask myself a very

simple question, was it ever really me?

Could I just throw it all away? Could I

just walk away so easily? I used to take

It all in stride until I made myself believe

This Journey was for me.


I’ve never been more broken, until I

just walked away. I’ve never been more

insecure until I fought myself to stay.

Forced myself to stay in a place where

I was never happy to be alive, to be

me, but just happy to be in one place.


Every smile I’ve given, every heart I’ve

broken. I look on it all, and I just think to

myself that was me, but as I look back I

see a part of me was just looking to belong.

I won’t forget all the progress I made, I

would never trade it away, but something

is telling me I just gotta walk away.


I swallowed my pride and addressed my fear

which told me to just run and hide

and not even try.


I’ve never been more complete, until I just

Walked away. I’ve never been more sure

in my eyes, never have I tried so hard to

find something, a path that’s just mine, one

forged by me. One where I’ve happy to

be alive and not just strive just to be in

one place.

I’ve never been more broken, I’ve never
been more complete until I just swolled

my pride and my fears, until I just walked

away. I don’t see myself looking back, I

see myself in a place where I’m proud to

be alive and not just fighting myself  just

to stay in one place.


Just walked away...




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New Lyric Collection This Monday!

8/3/2018

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The plans we made were just small talk,
we had no business trying to be more than
just season strangers. We had no reason
taking this as far as we did. Had no right trying
to make a tree grow in this dead forest.

We both had limitations, we both had levels.
We knew we would not go pass, but we just
decided to give it a try. Let’s not hide our
real feelings, this is not some meaning that
has to be analyzed until it dies because it
was never alive.

There is no need to say goodbye, because
if we’re being honest we never said hello
to begin with. Let’s just go opposite ways and
pretend we never said what we said.

No need to say goodbye, because we never
said hello to begin with.

No need to try and open a door that was never
there. Write in a book that was nothing but a
throw away pad. We wrote some real moments,
but we knew these were things we wanted to
share with people who have a room in our not
so cold hearts.  

We both had limitations, we both had levels.
We knew we would not go past, but we just
decided to give it a try. Wrote in a book that
was just a piece of paper that just got lost when our
fire burned everything away and then just
blew it away with the ash when everything
died down, when we realized that this love
was just an illusion.

There is no need to say goodbye, because
if we’re being honest we never said hello
to begin with. Let’s just go opposite ways and
pretend we never said what we said.

No need to say goodbye, because we never
said hello to begin with. ​
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