Over It


Pain has never been a stranger to me.

It was daily I was setting myself free.

Had countless times when I couldn’t see.

Some days I just believed that nothing good

was coming my way. Got to the point where

I just stopped praying. My soul was no

longer playing, but my set frees was

paying a cost. So many times I've lost,

and time just wasn't on my mind. Just

trying to keep calm and be kind to

everyone in my life. Could not

contain my sanity.




Though those days are gone, and I'm

Over It




Had too many days where I just decided.

That I wasn't going to write what I felt.

Because a long time ago I tried, and I

was still left alone in the night. Fighting

myself every night. Thinking I was going

to be dead the next day. No one was hearing

me, and the pain was never showed quite

clearly, and then I just slowly started to

begin breaking.




Though I'm over those days, and now its

just time. To get all this stiff my mind

because.




I've been through everything I could possibly

see, but I know life is going to keep on

throwing trials at me till it gets to the point

where I just can't breathe, but know I'm

over it. I'm over the pain, I'm over that thought

in my head that I'm alone and no one needs

me. Just know I'm Over It, and now I'm

living life with no regrets. Now I can

truly say God I'm over it.


Over the crying

Over the denying that I was dying inside.

Over the attacks

Over the fake smiling

Over the hell

Over the pain inside my soul

Just Know I'm

Over It

Over everything

Over the downs

Over the frowns

Over the darkness

Over the fear

Over the tears

Just know I'm

Over it.  

Inner Demons (Battles)




Lost on the dark side of my own battle field,

looking around, and all I see is evils

of my futures past. I knew theses challenges

would come to the light again. I lost them

once, and then I tried to move on from the

pain, I was in the light showing victory

but in reality I was feeling shame. Feeling

like I lost a game. I tried hiding the pain away,

but now I have to face them again.




I may have lost the battle, but I have yet to lose

the war. All of my enemies are going to hear me roar.

When I return to the battle field because I have

yet to lose the war. I'll face my inner demons.

I'm facing them again and I'm going to win.




Looking my demons right in the face.

They are steady laughing me away, back

then I did not how to handle my failers.

I thought just laughing them away would

make them fade, and saying I could have,

but I chose not to. Losing to me is a sense

of being broken, and you never wanna go

back to battle again because the same

demons will still be there. Though in the

end I knew I would have to put my

armor back and march again no matter

how many demons were there.




I may have lost the battle, but I have yet to lose

the war. All of my enemies are going to hear me roar.

When I return to the battle field because I have

yet to lose the war. I'll face my inner demons.

I'm facing them again and I'm going to win.




Gonna hear me roar, gonna hear me fight again,

gonna hear me take my throne back, gonna hear me

in the battlefield, but this time I'm going to war, and I'm

not coming back home unless I have a future worth

holding. Gonna hear me roar (Louder than a lion)

Gonna hear me fight (Stronger than the last time)

Gonna hear me in the battlefield (And this time the

upper hand is mine) Gonna hear me, gonna fear me

because I am back, and I am fighting to the end.




I may have lost the battle, but I have yet to lose

the war. All of my enemies are going to hear me roar.

When I return to the battle field because I have

yet to lose the war. I'll face my inner demons.

I'm facing them again and I'm going to win.