Over It

Over It


Pain has never been a stranger to me.

It was daily I was setting myself free.

Had countless times when I couldn’t see.

Some days I just believed that nothing good

was coming my way. Got to the point where

I just stopped praying. My soul was no

longer playing, but my set frees was

paying a cost. So many times I've lost,

and time just wasn't on my mind. Just

trying to keep calm and be kind to

everyone in my life. Could not

contain my sanity.




Though those days are gone, and I'm

Over It




Had too many days where I just decided.

That I wasn't going to write what I felt.

Because a long time ago I tried, and I

was still left alone in the night. Fighting

myself every night. Thinking I was going

to be dead the next day. No one was hearing

me, and the pain was never showed quite

clearly, and then I just slowly started to

begin breaking.




Though I'm over those days, and now its

just time. To get all this stiff my mind

because.




I've been through everything I could possibly

see, but I know life is going to keep on

throwing trials at me till it gets to the point

where I just can't breathe, but know I'm

over it. I'm over the pain, I'm over that thought

in my head that I'm alone and no one needs

me. Just know I'm Over It, and now I'm

living life with no regrets. Now I can

truly say God I'm over it.


Over the crying

Over the denying that I was dying inside.

Over the attacks

Over the fake smiling

Over the hell

Over the pain inside my soul

Just Know I'm

Over It

Over everything

Over the downs

Over the frowns

Over the darkness

Over the fear

Over the tears

Just know I'm

Over it.