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#3

9/13/2020

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It only takes a minute to see how we destroy 
ourselves. We blame life for not giving
us what we need and for always having
our backs against the wall. We place the 
blame on everything else, but our own thoughts.
We can’t live life without getting burned.

But it’s wasn’t life that burned us, I look back 
and see that it wasn’t life that was breaking 
me it wasn’t life that destroying me at this 
point it’s not hard to tell my story. 

I didn’t need life to destroy me because
for years I destroyed myself. Going
back on my words, breaking promises
I made to myself. Lying saying it wasn’t
me, but knowing damn well it was every
piece of me. I just didn’t want a part
of me to grow and be happy. It’s funny how
we treat ourselves and blame it on life.

So lonely we take what we feel we can get.
We take any kind of contact. We take any 
phrase of words whispered into our ears to 
make us feel good, to make us feel like we’re 
something instead of just nothing. Because we 
won’t accept the fact that despite all this damn 
heartbreak we were always worth it. 

It’s hard when you tell you’re own story for the 
first time, but not me I had to face the fact that I was...

Letting entanglements trick me into 
thinking I loved something despite the
fact I watched as it destroyed me. Looking
back I saw how it made me push away people 
who could give me that happy ending I saw while
I was constantly dreaming. We fuck up our 
own lives and it’s the life that tries to saves us.

We live and learn as it’s not the life that burns 
us with the lessons we refused to learn. The life
lessons we refused to acknowledge. The
moments we lost, the ones that got away
we’ll never know we had. Sometimes we just 
gotta hold ourselves accountable and tell 
our stories of how we almost destroyed
ourselves.


We’ll look back and say it’s funny.

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#2

9/10/2020

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We don’t gotta wait for the phases 
of the moon to make it, to be alright. We
don’t gotta wait for a change to appear
in our souls. Making that bread is 
something that will never be dead, but
being alright is something that is slowly
being forgotten.

Our growth is something we tend to put
on hold, because we feel we gotta keep
up with the mindset of the idea of young.
We always seem to wait for the new year.
always seem to wait until the end of the
Year. For a change...

We don’t gotta wait until the end of the
year to be alright. We survive, we strive
we live by trying to die. In the same 
breath, we try to die with something to 
leave behind. 

Living is always pure motivation. The only
thing we keep surface as we scream for
change, but we race back to the old ways.
Though when do we learn that we don’t
gotta wait for a new year to be alright? 

This voice inside your head is only an
invitation, a chance to make a change.
Something will never die, like the chance
to change…

We can fight today, cry the next, be brave
any night. Let it all go and go ghost, get lost
in someone or something right now. We don’t
we don’t gotta wait until the end of the year
to be fucking alright. We survive, we strive, 
we live, we try to die with something to leave 
behind each day & night.


We don’t gotta wait until the end of the year 
to be alright. We don’t gotta wait to change our
Light, we don’t gotta wait to cry. We don’t gotta
wait to get lost in someone, to be a part of 
something we don’t gotta wait until the end of
the year to be alight. 


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#1

9/2/2020

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I’ve lived in the sense that I’m still
alive. 

I’ve lived in the midst of the deepest 
heartbreaks. I’ve smiled to the point 
where I’ve cried. I’ve been thankful in 
the moments where I should have been 
selfish, I’ve been grateful in the moments 
where I should have been heartless. 

I’ve seen clearly, but I’ve followed blindly. 
I’ve seen the light after many hellish fights, 
but still found a calm sense of self in the 
dark.

I’ve traveled far but never taken a step, I’ve
taken a step and went to the reaches of the 
creativity. I’ve dreamed to be among the 
stars, I’ve woken up and created realities 
and crafted countless galaxies. I’ve looked for
myself when I wasn’t even missing. I’ve
found me even when I thought there was
nothing to find. I’ve failed, but I’ve lived
life with everything.

I’ve lived feeling like I wasn’t enough. I’ve
lived knowing I was everything. I’ve lived
writing out my pain, I’ve lived singing my
heart out. I’ve lived in the pulse, but never
in the loop.  I’ve lived knowing peace, I’ve
lived embracing me.

I’ve lived in the sense that I’m still
alive. 
I’ve lived in the sense that I’m still 
here. 

I’ve lived.

I’m Alive, I’m Living...


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