BEARING DECEMBER

V1

 Waking up on a cold December night, and you are not in my sight.

I fight back the flooding tears; because I will never feel you on my skin again.

Nights like this, I pray you come through the door to hold me.

Under the heavenly lights

This night is breaking me, and tearing my heart apart.

Hook

I never thought I would bear this time.

Without you here with me

Waking up on the first of many cold days

Going to sleep on my many cold nights.

Realizing you are not coming home.

Chorus

 Bearing December with so much pain on my heart.

Bearing December alone in my bed, in my house in my soul.

Bearing December with no one to talk to

Looking at the snow on the ground and I can see you coming to the door.

Holding back tears, on this December

V2

 The first night is the hardest; the first break of day light is the most

Over bearing. Everyone asking how am I holding up? They feel the cold on my

Skin, and the pain begins to win. The tears begin to flood, and then I go back

To our room wishing it was not December, because I can’t bear this time

 Without you

Hook

I never thought I would bear this time.

Without you here with me.

Waking up on the first of many cold days.

Going to sleep on the first on many cold nights

Realizing you are not coming home.

Chorus

 Bearing December with so much pain on my heart.

Bearing December alone in my bed, in my house, in my soul.

Bearing December with no one to talk to

Looking at the snow on the ground, and I can remember seeing you

Last December coming to the door.

Holding back tears, on this December

V3

 Holding myself up at the front door, and the cold

Is hitting my skin, and the snow seem like slow rain drops.

Missing you this hard on this month, bearing this cold December.

I put faith in god you are here with me, not the way I want you

But having you here with me near my soul is enough for me to bear this

December

Chorus

 Bearing December with so much pain on my heart.

Bearing December alone in my bed, in my house in my soul.

Bearing December with no one to talk to

Looking at the snow on the ground and I can see you coming to the door.

Holding back tears, on this December

Close

 It does not matter what time of the year it is.

Spend time with family and friends.

Because tomorrow is never promised

You don’t want to be up on a cold December Night

During this time of year regretting anything.

Love hard.

Peace, and Happy Holidays