Love (What Does It Want?)

Insecurity rest upon my shoulders, fear lies within my mind.
And my heart lies, my heart lies within a pile of ash.
I have tried to hide, and leave my heart where it is now.
But the backlash, oh the backlash won’t stop.
Don’t know why love is haunting me?

I got back to me, after losing myself
I try to be free, don’t wanna be locked away
But love wants something from me
And I don’t know what it is.

What does it want from me? I just want to be free
What does it see in me, Fear and Insecurity?
What part does it want from me?
Love just won’t let me go
Why can’t I just move on, Love what does it want from me?
What does it want from me?
I just wanna be free, I don’t want to lose me.

I look at myself, and I see the emotional bruises on my soul.
I don’t want this, and I don’t need that; I just want to be left alone
I look at a shattered heart on the floor, and a door which has been closed.
Locked away from the world, locked away from myself
Locked away from love.

Am I doing the right thing? Love has nothing for me.
Am I smart to run? Don’t wanna go back.
I don’t want a broken heart, does it mean I’m scared?
Nothing anyone can say can change my mind.

What does it want from me? I just want to be free.
What does it see in me? Fear and Insecurity?
What part does it want from me?
Love just won’t let me go.
Why can’t I just move on? Love what does it want from me?
What does it want from me?
I just wanna be free, I don’t want to lose me.

Love has hurt me one too many times
Been tricked by my heart
I've fell apart too many times
Lying to my heart blinding my eyes
Crying each time
Love won’t take it easy on me
Every time I get back in I get knocked out
My soul shouts pain
Done shot me more times than a gun
Stabbed me harder than a knife
Love just won’t let me go…
Love what does it want?

What does it want from me? I just want to be free
What does it see in me? Fear and Insecurity?
What part does it want from me?
Love just won’t let me go.
Why can’t I just move on? Love what does it want from me?
What does it want from me?
I just wanna be free, I don’t want to lose me.

​What does it want?